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Does your conscious recall the moment that it all Transformed… That it all transformed into something beyond your imagination… Something past your ability to want to accept or even comprehend.

As I look back and reminisce… I look back at the days past, As though I was just crying out to God, Crying out to God under that banner, Crying out to God in such a free manner,

I recall the fellow-shipping with my brothas and sistas… When we spent time in ministry, travailing and Being slain in the spirit, not being bound by man, Not being manipulated and taunted by the enemy, Thanking God and knowing that this… This place is where we were supposed to be.

I cry cause I remember the days… I remember them Like it was just yesterday...life changes so fast. Because I remember when chains and yokes were broken, I remember the scarifies-- the ones we made for each other. Though God works it all out for his good it does not negate my tears,

Cause I cry over the past, when we could sit and laugh, When we could be free and didn't want to flee, Flee as though we were in the hands of the enemy, We didn't have to tremble in the presence of the one... The one we were suppose to trust… We had our good days, bad days, even ugly days… But in the end, those days were wrapped in prayer and not fears,

But one day it changed…it shifted… Don't know the time, nor day but it transformed into something,

Not wanting to admit it, so denying, Denying to the point of almost believing it, Believing that maybe the world is wrong, and that one little building is right, Believing that maybe my Holy Ghost is broken, And their spirit is tight.

But it was something… it was that gut feeling, it was that purpose in our belly, It was that Holy Ghost that helped us... Helped us get out, Some say it should have been sooner but I say, better later than never,

We are out because things changed, We are out cause God spoke, Weather graduated or not we are out cause God knows.

It shifted… Couldn't tell the differences between a friend or a foe, Truth or Gossip, Man rules were spoken and not the Son of Man, Confusion suffocating the young people, Dying in their spirit, fearing the lies that are dressed up like truth, Just taking it… sitting and letting potential be stolen, Brains being strained by the enemy,

Trying to find God… Do you remember when you just got saved? Do you remember when you just wanted to do right and be right, Do you remember when you could finally… Finally understand the Bible for the first time in yo life, When you prayed out loud for the first time, uh do you remember? Cause all they wanted was a place that would help them find God, But where did that go… when did it all shift?

Is it true, "nothings worse than church hurt" Church is where you go to be healed, instead you vomit wounds, You beg for life but it should be given to you, it should dance in the atmosphere Oh God what happen, what happened to the days past when it meant something To have a home church, a place where you ran to and not from, What happen to the church that I speak of, the place that was home for some?

It changed, it changed in a way that we don't want to speak of but it did… It changed… It had you in a place, a place of insecurity, Feeling broke, busted and disgust, It tricked your thoughts, bound them up and disposed of them in man made concepts, Took your spirit, depleted it of meat, substituted it with processed feasts, It had you in a choke hold, made you close yet scared to move cause if you did, that would be the end of you, So your mind is to and fro and your spirit is weak but hey, it's not you who need the healing.

With my spirit grieved I cry out, I pour out my prayers to the ones who still are Scared, I cry out in my spirit to the heavens, that God will give them a spine, That they may stand tall and reject the rejected cause God didn't command it. I cry out to the heavens that He will cause them to be found. I cry out and I thank God, I thank You God, for it's good that you are our God And not man, Lord you will give chance after chance,
To be continued….
~MORNING GLORY~

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When I saw this movie it was like, oh my goodness! This movie has so many sides to it, it can relate to many situations. Though I was in the theatre I could not hold back my thanksgiving because it ministered to my spirit in such a way that kept me with my mouth open and my arms lifted. Man… God will teach you how to be quite and yet you are in the fire, you will learn how to preserve your oxygen. Though you may want to give up, it’s “something” on the inside telling you that you can’t give up, you have to keep going. Though it seems as though you want to just let everything go up in flames, why save something which is not appealing to you anymore. Feeling as though you have been burned by life on many occasions. Yet you wait for God, you wait for Him in all your pain, sickness and loneliness. You wait for God to speak and then you wait for Him to move. While we wait for God we have to worship because if we are not being kingdom minded the enemy will take our mind, making us think that we have lost it. We have to worship God T. N .T. We have to worship Him Through the fire because when it’s all over we will be gold in Jesus name. We also have to worship Him Though… though the situation is not the best, though people talk bad about us and they don’t even know our story, though it feels as if we will die if life hit us with one more blow. While we wait for God, we have to worship Him in spirit and in truth as the Bible says. It’s in our waiting, that God will cover us and when we look up, we will not look as we did prier to the fire. We will be stronger in our entire existence because we took the time to be filled with Gods Excellence, for He is the one and only Excellent God. Just worship in your wait.


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vashti83 What Is My Calling? --by Conrad 0 Oct 20 2008, 4:10 PM EDT by vashti83
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How can a solider in the middle of a war be effective if he or she doesn't know what their assignment is? Are they supposed to lie back and defend or should they attack? They'll end up not doing anything, the wrong thing or even end up hurting soldiers on their side.

When it comes to the Christian walk, which God refers to as a spiritual battle (Eph. 6:10-20), many Christians have no idea what their assignment is. This reduces the Christian to an ineffective life. This Christian ends up walking aimlessly around the battlefield, in the wrong place, or maybe shooting Christians along the way. If there's enough Christians who are like this, the entire army is reduced to ineffectiveness.

So how does one determine what one's calling is? First we have to discuss that there are general callings and specific callings. General callings are for all Christians such as to worship God, be a good witness, and transform culture. But God has given everyone specific callings - callings personalized just for you.

God has given you three main things to figure out what your calling is.

#1. Gifts
#2. Talents
#3. Resources

Gifts + Talents + Resources = One of Your Callings.

GIFTS are spiritual areas of life that God has given you (Rom. 12:3-8, 1 Cor 12). Some gifts are: teaching, service, preaching, encouragement, generosity, music, hospitality, etc.

TALENTS are physical areas of life that God has given you that you are good at. Public speaking, singing, mathematics, debate, accounting, writing, cooking, interior design, child care, etc.

RESOURCES are physical objects God has blessed you with that enhance your gifts and talents. Money, car, house, friends, schooling, degree, church, family, etc.

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